I hate when i'm happy.
Before the assumption, I love the feeling of being happy. I just... hate what I do when I'm happy and I can't control it.
I have a horrible habit of saying things that don't make sense, but it makes sense to me. It's like I say something, and people don't understand what I mean half the time... and I have to have give this drawn out explanation that sometimes explains it sometimes don't (it like I say things I think is funny but others don't, it's not like I'm trying... I just feel like I'm alien and I speak a different language from the world). It's like the happier and confident I am the more I do it. Is this normal?