I hate the idea of having babies
Ever since I remember myself, even as a small child, around 7 or 8, I felt a great amount of resistance and hatred towards the idea of having babies.
I got furious everytime somebody told me that I will have babies when I grow up. It felt totally UNNATURAL to me to want babies. I felt disgusted and angry that people couldn't see how STUPID it was to feel the need to have children.
Later on, I realized why I had such an enormous negative reaction to the idea of reproduction (either mine or that of other people). I hate when people get teary eyed and emotional when they have a baby. I don't hate babies, I am totally indifferent to them, they don't melt my heart or anything like that but I don't have negative emotions towards them. I hate THE PARENTS who choose to have them and bring them into this world without asking them first, just out of their OWN SELFISH reasons which they THINK is ''love''. In truth, very very very very few people can actually bring a soul down here merely out of genuine love. The rest just do what SOCIETY tells them to do, and they are under the illusion that they actually ''choose'' it on their own which is total BS. They can't choose to have a baby unless they have been BRAINWASHED by society. Nature never informs us that we are capable of reproduction. Otherwise, babies would be born with that knowledge and wouldn't have to be taught about birds and bees. Nature simply sets the TRAP by making us desire sex, NOT reproduction, and then using us as disposable hosts of DNA material so that the genes can be passed on. We are machines, slaves to our genome, and we don't want to see it.
That's why I don't want to have babies. I don't want to be a mere instrument of the almighty genes. I want to go beyond biology. Also, another reason why I hate reproduction is that I view it as a failed and haphazard attempt to overcome our mortality. It is so materialistic. We are only concerned about our bodies. We forget that WE ARE ALREADY IMMORTAL, our souls can never die. That's why I see it as a DEFEAT of our spiritual self when people choose to reproduce in order not to ''vanish''. It's an ILLUSION of the mind and I hate people who fall prey to it.
Instead of focusing on cloning our bodies (via having babies) we should spend our lives on EVOLVING spiritually so that we can become REALLY immortal, not just through our offsprings.
That's why I detest people who claim that they ''want'' to have children and people who want ME to have children. I hate being imprisoned in this material 3D reality and I don't understand why people want to prolong this imprisonment instead of asking for FREEDOM and ending the stupid cycle of survival and reproduction. Why don't they want to ASCEND spiritually?
Does anyone feel the same way?