I hate society and the earth.
The more and more I look around, watch people, read about people, and read discussion forums pertaining to the lives of people; the more I feel that I just cannot relate to them. All other people think about is the opposite sex (overwhelmingly the case), their friends, being normal, fitting into society, dating, and obtaining jobs and a family.
When it comes to myself, I do not care about such things. I have no interest in the opposite sex, romantically or sexually. Instead, I enjoy watching and jacking off to bestiality and furry porn for hours everyday. I like to masturbate to male canines having sex and I like to look at nude male anthromorphic animals like Starfox.
I do not have any friends because the ones I've had are petty and annoying. In the past, my "friends" in high school would just pick at me and be rude to make themselves feel better. If I got any friends at all now, I'm sure they would mostly talk about their girlfriends or hitting on someone or dating and beer drinking and ask me to join with them in their boring "endeavors." I don't care about such things. Simply put, I just feel I cannot relate to other twenty something guys like myself. I don't see myself having any friends except my Mom because she buys me every thing I want.
Most guys my age live on their own (I'm 22 by the way), but to me that would make life pointlessly hard. What is so great about living on your own? You are just following the standard routine slave life plan of being independent so you can be used by women for money and disgusting baby making. Plus my parents get me everything I want. They have bought for me 3 cars (2 late model Audi's in high school and a brand new Infiniti G35 for college).
Overall, I just hate the way society is. It's stupid. It's like you have to have a spouse and produce children. The planet is overpopulated and so we do not need more children. I hate children and little babies. I hate girls, women, and feminism. I don't want a vagina, I want the penis, preferably a dog's.
The way I want to live my life is just so alien to most other guys my age. Plus why do people care about other people? I enjoy seeing people suffer, especially babies. When I was younger, I enjoyed tormenting animals, as it gave me wonderful sexual pleasure. In addition, I know what compassion means I guess, but I do not feel it. Instead, I get pleasure and thrill to inflict emotional and psychological harm on people, and even destroy them over time. I also like to manipulate people and use them to get what I want out of them. I like pitting other people against each other and tricking them to make them miserable.
Lastly, when I see bloody images and gore, I do not feel horror and sadness like most people do. Instead, I feel either nothing or intense sexual pleasure. However, I do not feel happiness or sadness either. I fake feelings to fool people.