I hate my mother
I don't know where to start. We were a small family with me ,my brother ,dad and mom. My dad was a very honest man with great values but one mistake he did in his life that he got married to my mother. She was a very beautiful women who always wanted to be admired and be a centre of attraction for everyone. I'm 29 now, as long as I remember I have never ever seen my mom talking nicely to my dad. He used to come home tired and she used to start fighting with him . I used to ask him as a kid,why don't you just leave her, and he used to smile and say who is going to be my daughter's mom then. He tolerated her because of his kids all those years. She used to sleep n flirt with almost all his friends coming home. She used to comment on him that you are impotent just because she had way too much sexual desires. My dad developed diabetes at an early age. Amongst all these things me and my brother were his ray of hope. My mom's family was also abusive just like her,but my dad's family was very cultured and I enjoyed with them . but my mom soon isolated us from them too. Then the miseries started, my dad was left with just that bitch who left no stone unturned to make his life hell. Always criticising him for every good he did. My brother was a witness of her slutty ways with men so he developed hatred for her . He developed personality disorder and he became alcoholic once he grew up. My dad led his life for his kids and is bedridden since 12 years after he broke his hip bone. Recently he has been diagnosed with prostrate cancer. He has terminal stage kidney disease and is so frail now. I cant even imagine to what he looked when i was young. She always used to curse him you will be paralysed, you will do shit on bed...every word she said came true. She now makes my brother beat my ailing father and she will call me every now and then just because she knows I love him. I did so much but I can't keep him with me because she and her son will make me and my husband's life a hell. She curses me too ..but I'm not scared I just repent one thing in my life I couldn't do anything for my Papa ...whom I loved the most. I dont know why it happened to him I keep asking these questions from myself n God...but I don't get it. I have left him now.....coz I was slowly becoming depressed n suicidal . so had to do this...I don't know whether I'm right or wrong...but just because of that one lady our whole family got destroyed....n I will never forgive my brother n mom for what they did to my Papa.....I love him so much...I wish my Papa becomes my son....and comes back to me...n this time I will love him ....so much. I just pray God takes him away from all these sufferings. And next birth he gets everything he ever wanted.I love him so so much