I hate my mother!
I don't know if it's okay for me to be feeling this way but,I have tried and tried to change how I feel but I can't.I hate my mom!period...My mom and I always clash,we always fight we have never come to an agreement...never!
Apparently she and my dad were love birds when they were still in their teen years but then clouds blocked the sun for them when I was born,then they separated,I now have 2 sibling a little sister and a little brother,my mom would tell me that I'm useless just as my father and I'm peephole for witches,she would beat me up until I had bruises,she would tell me that my little siblings are going to have a better life than me because their father has money and I am going to stay a broke bitch!
She would always compare me with my friends,my mom has never believed in me,even if someone from Mars came and told her that I killed an alien she would believe it...she always thinks the worst of me.
I was not the best kid ever,I have always been a talkative child,but my mom never accepted me for who I am and no matter how hard I try to fix things with her she always says something thats cuts me so deep I feel like I could scream.
God forgive me for this but if there's one person I really hate in this world its my mom...I don't know is this normal?