I hate my mom
I hate my mom,I know this since I can remember.I freaking hate her and people think I'm a horrible person for hating you own mother.I personally think it's ridiculous how people think that just because someone gave birth to you that it gives them power over you.Their human beings just like you,and if they can't respect you,like you would respect them,then why put up with it.
My mom is SUCH A HYPOCRITE! If she says something about another thing and then I catch her saying about something else and I tell her she freaking gets furious and starts calling me horrible names.Im a type of person who wants respect just as I would give them.SHE NEVER RESPECTS ME WHATSOEVER! I have a stepdad and he's cool,but what freaking annoyed me is that he always takes her side,no matter how rude she is to me or how wrong she is about a subject.So how do you think that makes me feel.I hate coming home,you know how sad that is.To hate your own home because people their treat you like shit.
My mom always acts like the innocent one and acts like I'm the bad guy all the time!Like freaking grow up!She blames me for everything and calls me names!But when she does it she feeling laughs and doesn't do anything!She always screams at me for having a DAMN "C" AS A GRADE!(And by the way she never even freaking went to school)She freaking compares me to other children and how smart they are,how do you think that makes me feel!She says that's everything is so easy,like if it's nothing.And she never even went to school!
My dad left us at a young age but I lived my entire childhood with him.Even if he left us for another country and his mom at least HE SHOWED ME LOVE.He is the most caring and amazing dad I ever have.My mom and him hate each other but I don't get in that.He always encouraged me to do better and felt like I was unstoppable.I had so much confidence but when I left to live with my mom she destroyed me completely.I have freaking self-esteem issues and anxiety that even sucks more(for me).We would have meetings at school with the principle about my grades and how I was failing and she brought up about him and how he left me,and she know s that's a sensitive topic and makes me cry.When ever were in an argument she brings him up out of the lie,even if the subject is not about him.She uses that to tear me down.She once screamed at me to be another woman's child because I wasn't cleaning the closet and I stood up for my self.I can't take it anymore,I'm so tired.Its so sad and ridiculous that I'm prying every day that something will kill me or at least for these FOUR YEARS so I can leave the damn house and never see her again. :(