I hate my life, because i have the avpd

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well... I hate my life!!!!!!!!!(im 18)
I have the avoidant personality disorder so im always nervous and alone. I have no friends, I never had a girlfriend.Im not ugly or something, im just socialy retarded. I found the perfect girl for me and she likes me, but I just can't cause.... I dont know.

I dont wanna kill myself cause I dont wanna go in hell. I dont know how ill spend the rest of my life. Why im not like every1?

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  • wuddeva
    11 years ago

    It took me half an hour to write out...

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  • wuddeva
    11 years ago

    Dammit... :(

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  • wuddeva
    11 years ago

    Testing? I posted a very long reply and think that it wasn't let through... So I reiterate. Testing?

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  • ImAvPD
    14 years ago

    ?

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    • PoisonFlowers
      14 years ago

      Do you get any help for it? It doesn't have to be a life sentence - it can be overcome.

      I don't believe in hell. Live for you, not because of fear from the devil.

      You've already got some good stuff going for you - you like this girl and what's more, she likes you! Things like APD suck big time, but you're only 18 and it doesn't have to rule your life. Maybe you aren't like "everyone else," but that doesn't have to stop you.

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  • cucurbita
    14 years ago

    I do not know much about avoidant personality disorder before, so I can not really speak to that. But have you been professionally diagnosed with this? Or is this a self diagnosis. To my knowledge, you normally must be above the age of 18 for a positive diagnosis. One thing i do know is that being nervous, socially retarded, and often alone are three things that describe 90 percent of the teenagers I know. Another thing is that you can have a very rewarding life being socially awkward and constantly nervous. Just go to art school, every one else there will, for the most part, be nervous and socially awkward too.

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