I hate my life at home

I hate my mother so much , it's been years with me feeling like this , I just wanna kill my self or something , I have no where else to go , I don't wanna live with any of my parents I wish I can live with my grandma . My mom always bringing dirty men in the house who are good for nothing they be leaving they dirty doodoo stain underwear everywhere smoking up the house making it stink , leaving ashes from it everywhere , putting cups and spoons on the bathroom they be making mad mess and she expects me to do it all , and he's mad rude and disrespectful always cursing at me calling me all these names and always saying something on everything I do as if he my father and when I say something I'm the wrong one and my mom will try to hit me and scream at me and take away everything and wanna call my real dad and tell him what I do but never calls him for anything good mean while she says he's nothing and nobody to be telling me anything and that he wishes he wasn't my father , I have nobody . No body loves me I wish I was dead , I just know I'm going to die and go to hell . Am I wrong for feeling this way ?

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  • ZaneT

    Stop feeling sorry for yourself, count your blessings and stay strong until you can change your living situation. Just remember, nothing lasts forever. Change your thoughts/attitude if you want your life to change. Cling on to the positive, no matter how small.

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  • silkspector

    I'm starting feel exactly the same way after certain revelations earlier this week

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  • TexasToast09

    Are you wrong for feeling that way? No. It seems like a bad situation to be in. If you are in an abusive situation, such as being yelled at far more than you can handle and you feel threatened, you should talk to someone you can trust, such as the police.

    You should remember that you feel bad because of your situation, but your situation won't last forever. You will feel better at some point once your situation is better.

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  • CrystalMethodist

    Run away, it's not so bad for homeless kids out there. Look up any crusty punk page online and it's full of kids pretending to be homeless.

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    • Nobody123456

      Shut up

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  • sandnigga

    awww you dont gotta worry about your family

    theres people out there who would be your friend and love you :)

    You cant just give up though, its your familys horrible problems, not yours

    You sound fine to me

    You can try to change your family, but your family unfornately sounds like crap

    Just know its their own problems though, not yours

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  • Gilda

    I don't like my life at home,but that IS NOT COOL!!!you should report this to the police!I am sorry you feel this way, I wish you the best of luck.

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  • JewluminatiTits

    That's absolutely terrible. I'm so sorry you have to go though that. But we are all put in different situations and we just have to deal with them. Some are worse then others but life goes on. Eventually you will get out of there. Just don't kill yourself. It may suck right now but there is so much to life. There is not a lot you could do about that. I mean everyone has their ups and downs but things will get better. You will be a much stronger person and live on to be someone much better than your parents. You can will. Just look at what they do and it will help you find exactly the person you don't want to be. It will help you in ther future when you have a family of your own so you know how it felt to be treated like that. People who go though stuff like this end up being the most caring people because they know a thing or two about treating people with respect. Your parents are terrible for putting you through that. Now they will die in hell. You can do great things with this even though it may suck right now. Everything will be okay. I have gone through tough times too. Everyone does. We all have those days. It gets frustrating and annoying but life goes on. That's why I choose to live by this: We all have roughly the same amount of time on this planet. You get to choose how you spend it. Just remember when you get out of that hellhole you can do whatever the fuck you want. Hopefully that can keep you from killing yourself. But really if you need anything I'm here for you. So just shoot me a message. :)

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