I hate my face
I hate my face so much it makes me cry at least once a day. I'm mainly focused on my nose, it's an ugly nose. I'm not ugly, but I'm strange looking. It's difficult to explain, I don't think I look human sometimes. Especially when I have no make up on, I feel that it's impossible for someone to look so hideous. I dropped out of college because I thought people were staring at me and judging me everywhere I went. I can't hold a job because being in public makes me nervous. My boyfriend thinks I'm annoying when I tell him how I feel about myself, and I'm afraid he's going to get fed up and leave. I thought being really skinny would make me feel better but it just made my parents worry. I think if I got a nose job I would look normal. Sometimes I have moments of lucidity where I look into a mirror and think I look fine. but then I turn to see my profile and I'm a monster again. Everyone I know tells me I'm pretty. I think everyone I know is a liar. This can't be normal, right?