I hate my brother

I hate my sister, I think. Hate is a strong word, but she has verbally abused my parents (who are terrible tbh) and me. She physically abused my parents and when we were young, she would hit me. I guess that's normal, but I bear an abnormal resentment against her. She is so vapid, it's crazy. Her poetry and writing is terrible and yet she thinks she's better than me just bc she's 8 years older. I am far more intelligent than her, this I say with confidence. She used to do drugs and lie, which I hated and she quit it now but is still immature. Can't hold a job, doesn't like working hard, ruins family relationships and can't stand it when someone disagrees with her. She has these white southern hillbillies who I have no idea why they'd date a brown chick., but she swallows all their conservative fucking crap like a dog. She has no views or stances of her own and changes everything she believes in based on a guy. She will never get married, but I hope she does so she can move the fuck out. I also hope her kids drive her fucking insane so she understands the shit she's put my parents through. I'm guilty, but not as much as her. She tells my parents to die then says she doesn't mean it. I once told her to kill herself and die and she cried and so did I, and I apologized. At times I feel guilty when I think about the few good times we had and how we did suffer through our parents being abusive. I even once told her I want to kill myself because of her which is true. I want to die more than anything and she's a big part of that. I just which she'd leave home and just stay away. Even when she went to her new bf's house and claimed would move there, she'd skype me everyday and I hated it. She still argued through the internet. She's so dumb and annoying and supports me even when it embarrasses me and my friends and even when I don't want her fucking support. She tries to make me think like her and doesn't let me have my own opinions. It's normal to want to have your sibling die, but once it happens I think you'd feel guilty. We're all fucked up and dysfunctional and need to be alone and happy through other means. Thanks for posting though, I feel an empathy and connection to everyone who understands this complicated frustration. It takes such a psychological toll; it hurts.

i hate my bro too im the youngest and hes the second youngest (im 13 hes 18) and he says he "plays" wit me but he really is just abussive in my eyes i get tired of it but i cant realy fite back cuz of age difference :|

Well I hate my sister

Of course it is normal I got bros who r 20

I am sorry for you situation. But if your brother is a drug addict, he is sick physically and mentally. Drug addicts become very selfish, they rob, abuse, lie and can become violent. He has terrible issues. Drug addicts often end up getting seriously injured on fights, or seriously ill or dead due to an overdoses. Some end up choosing suicide. Your parents probably treat him differently because they are worried as hell. Try speaking to them and ask them to take him to a clinic. If he is 16, he can be forced. Protect your younger brother and try being as patient as possible. Try being friend to your drug addicted brother to get his trust and help him out of the drugs. Plus he must go back to school or we never get a life again.

I hate my brother too, he's internet/games addict. You should just send him to rehab!