TODAY is my birthday and you know what I got? from my SISTER who i have been there for her whole life, and gone through hell and back for..whos birthday party i planned and spent thousands on...I GOT some cheap shity makeup from the drugstore..she didnt even say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" Or give me the makeup she just left them on my bed for me. Then went out partying with her friends, i havent even seen her today at all..FROM MY PARENTS i got a bottle of perfume that i asked for, but not the BIG bottle, because that would be too much!! even though for my sister they spent 2 grand.
THATS IT NOTHING ELSE. I hate hate hate birthdays..SO DISAPPOINTING. Nobody even cares and i put so much effort into making other peoples days special and im thoughtfull of what they need and want and go to any expense to make sure they are happy. BUT for me NOBODY cares. I got ONE CARD, and a handfull of messages on FB...sometimes i feel like if i just disappeared off the face of the earth, nobody would even notice for weeks.
i totally feel you on this one! My birthday is coming up this next thursday...#30 and really...why give a fuck? all my friends have always made big events out of other friends but never mine...always like "we should do something for your b-day" yet...suprise parties for others but...what the hell...am i supposed to plan my own party? fuck that...this is the one day i get to have things all about me! yes, im saying that this day i get to be a selfish bitch 100%! the other 364 days a year i take care of everyone, plan their parties, work my ass off and even the other holidays im expected to be the best gift giver,shoulder to cry on, personal bank for the broke ass mother f=ers that call themselves my family (yet my bro and sis have never gone without and never had a shitty b-day but, the parents rationale is since im the oldest, i should understand?) what the F! i celebrate by myself with a bottle of wine that i buy the previous year for my b-day the next....so this next thursday...i will pop that cork on last years wine, listen to music like the f-n loser i apparently am and just say f-it...tomorrow will come and go and thats that....and in the midst of this rant,, get a call from my mom asking about $ for a cruise they are planning for my sisters graduation...what the hell!?!?! dont get me started on that one (they put her through school,i worked to put myself through...and on my graduation, they left right after to go to dinner and didnt even invite me!) FML!
I hate my birthday!
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TODAY is my birthday and you know what I got? from my SISTER who i have been there for her whole life, and gone through hell and back for..whos birthday party i planned and spent thousands on...I GOT some cheap shity makeup from the drugstore..she didnt even say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" Or give me the makeup she just left them on my bed for me. Then went out partying with her friends, i havent even seen her today at all..FROM MY PARENTS i got a bottle of perfume that i asked for, but not the BIG bottle, because that would be too much!! even though for my sister they spent 2 grand.
THATS IT NOTHING ELSE. I hate hate hate birthdays..SO DISAPPOINTING. Nobody even cares and i put so much effort into making other peoples days special and im thoughtfull of what they need and want and go to any expense to make sure they are happy. BUT for me NOBODY cares. I got ONE CARD, and a handfull of messages on FB...sometimes i feel like if i just disappeared off the face of the earth, nobody would even notice for weeks.
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i totally feel you on this one! My birthday is coming up this next thursday...#30 and really...why give a fuck? all my friends have always made big events out of other friends but never mine...always like "we should do something for your b-day" yet...suprise parties for others but...what the hell...am i supposed to plan my own party? fuck that...this is the one day i get to have things all about me! yes, im saying that this day i get to be a selfish bitch 100%! the other 364 days a year i take care of everyone, plan their parties, work my ass off and even the other holidays im expected to be the best gift giver,shoulder to cry on, personal bank for the broke ass mother f=ers that call themselves my family (yet my bro and sis have never gone without and never had a shitty b-day but, the parents rationale is since im the oldest, i should understand?) what the F! i celebrate by myself with a bottle of wine that i buy the previous year for my b-day the next....so this next thursday...i will pop that cork on last years wine, listen to music like the f-n loser i apparently am and just say f-it...tomorrow will come and go and thats that....and in the midst of this rant,, get a call from my mom asking about $ for a cruise they are planning for my sisters graduation...what the hell!?!?! dont get me started on that one (they put her through school,i worked to put myself through...and on my graduation, they left right after to go to dinner and didnt even invite me!) FML!
I know it's bullshit. I spent so much money on bdays for my family and got total shit for mine. I'm not breaking my bank anymore.