I hate everyone

i just hate everyone , ican't handlle people anymore. and i hate this feelings i wans't like that before
it's all come out when my dad passed away . i became i new person in a bad way
i don't wanna fall in love with anybody anymore cuz everyone i trust and truly love let me down and left me alone
i just wanna stay away of people . i don't wanna have any feelings anymore . cuz bad feelings gonna destroy u for sure
i'm tired of being so sad , and no one gonna undrestand that
cuz none of u is getting what i'm getting through .i lost everything when i lost my dad.even i feel like..even people that i still have can leave me any time , i don't trust anyone anymore and i can't and i don't wan't let people in , cuz they will definitiely gonna make me regret that. and now i'm pushing the boy that i think i love away . cuz it sucks when someone u love leave u for good
i don't know what to do , i'm just hopeless , i'm dying inside every single day .evry night before i sleep i wonder if i'm gonna live for another day
i'm only a teen girl and i don't think that it can be worst when i grow up or even i can live longer .
i pretend to be strong in front of evrybody even my family .cuz everybody will looove to see me me down to see me powerless to see me weak and that's who i really am , i can't believe i'm saying that in front of people . people see me as the cocky stylish popular girl , the strong ,confident girl that alwys makes fun of peole and see her self as the best arownd .but they can't see the real me , actually i don't wan't them to see the real me i want them to see the strong girl that never down cuz when they see the real me some of them will like to see me fragile and desspred and some of them will feel pity for me and i'd rather die than let people feel that over me . i do hurt feelings but i do it to make peole feel the way i feel to feel bad.i know it's not right and i have to do the opposite,i really feel bad about it and i think about it most time but i keep doing it .i get through bullying before and it's truly sucks i can't forget what people sad to me in years and now i'm doing this to make peole feel what i felt wich is not normal for sure that why i decide to keep away from peole so we both cannot hurt each other .that's my only way but this way for nowi can't live with, i want to stay alone and i don't wanna stay alone .the truth i prefer staying alone than staying with bad company and bad company for me is someone tht i can't trust or feel safe with . and i can't just give it a try and meet up with new people cuz i'm sceared , sceared of getting broken again . i even can't completly trust my family and feel really safe with and the only one that i really trusted and believed in has passed away :'(

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Comments ( 41 )
  • green_boogers

    I don't care if you are miserable from all your hatred. But I do consider you to be a bit better than "mindlessly happy people" who smile and wave their hands into network television cameras for no reason. Mindlessly happy people do have inalienable rights. But they should be sensitive to the animosity that they provoke, and go work a crossword puzzle occasionally.

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  • If you hate everybody, why did you sign up to a site to ask people something?

    I never understood these types of posts.

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    • CoraCook

      The fact that they hate people for whatever reason does not exclude the fact that they're still human and need contact with other humans, cupcake! :)

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      • CoraCook

        Btw, how's the hair length?

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        • Karmasbitch

          its pretty lengthy , thanks for asking.

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          • CoraCook

            Seriously? How long is it? :)

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    • molk

      i sign up to express my feelings to share this with people that have the same trust issues . and i really need help cuz i don't want to hate people anymore

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  • Crμsades

    ...meanwhile children are starving to death in Africa

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    • Energy

      Telling someone they can’t be sad because others have it worse is like telling someone they can’t be happy because others have it better.

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      • CoraCook

        I'm almost sure I saw someone say the same the other day around here. Either way, that's a great point, I'd never thought of it that way.

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      • LizardSkin

        Well said.

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      • Negima93

        I absolutely love this. I could never find a way to express my point of view on that before

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      • Jweezee

        Ya know, that's the second time I've seen you use that quote on this site and I gotta tell ya it's pretty fucking dumb. Why give yourself permission to be a miserable person? That's like saying it's okay to be a malcontent, ungrateful twat because your neighbor has a new car. Life is all about perspective. You can either focus on what you're fortunate enough to have compared to many people and be happy or focus on what you don't and be a whiny fuck. I choose to be grateful for a home, a job, plenty of food in the fridge, good friends, etc, etc, because many people around the world aren't so fortunate. There is no reward in negativity. Don't intellectualize yourself out of a beneficial perspective, out of a content existence.

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        • TareBear20

          Does it matter how many times a single quote is used? I think not.

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        • bellatrice

          I don't agree with that. It's self-congratulatory. Why should you only go ra-ra-ra at what good has fallen into your lap? Isn't it at all possible to reflect upon the bad things that have happened as well? Or perhaps do you live in a world where bad things only happen to other people?

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          • Jweezee

            Believe me, a lot bad has "fallen into my lap." And yes you can reflect on that as well. But that's not something I want to be at the forefront of my mind. If I was constantly thinking of the things I've been through I'd be an angry mother fucker. Look, everyone, myself included, is susceptible to sadness, I know that. Take that story I linked, the girl is contemplating suicide because her fucking iPod broke, her vacation was cancelled, and she was getting a little chubby. Those, in my opinion, are stupid ass reasons to want to die. If that was me I'd try to change my perspective on the issue. Try to find things that I can be grateful for. How about the fact that she has enough food to eat? Maybe that she has the resources to own an iPod? Or that her parents are of a socioeconomic class that can afford to plan a vacation in the first place? Or is this all too "self-congratulatory"?

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        • Energy

          You completely missed the point.

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          • Jweezee

            Did I? You're saying telling someone to be happy because others have it worse is unhelpful, ineffective advice. The equivalent of telling someone they can't be happy because others have it better. If that's not what the quote suggest then please enlighten me.

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            • CoraCook

              Hahahahaha I'm awfully sorry but I still don't get your point. And I already had coffee. Guess I'll have to wait till tomorrow.

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        • CoraCook

          I'm not sure I just had more to drink than I should have or if this just doesn't make sense. Maybe tomorrow I'll understand. Haha

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          • Jweezee

            Maybe this will help put it in context:

            http://m.isitnormal.com/story/i-think-i-just-hit-rock-bottom-181480/?dl=comment-1821327

            In that story a few people were telling the OP that her problems are comparatively petty. Then he basically says that telling her to cheer up because things could be worse is comparable to being sad because things could be better. Which is fucking stupid (see comment above) yeah... Read it tomorrow. Haha

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            • Energy

              It's fucking stupid that you completely missed the point. Just because someone has it worse, doesn't make the problems of the one suffering any less valid. It's ok to be sad once in awhile. In fact, it's better than bottling all up until it explodes. We all get sad, it's called being human. There's nothing wrong with it. You remind me of a rude version of those overly positive hippie people who ignore every problem and force themselves to act like everything is alright 24/7.

              Oh and may I remind you that not everybody is like you? Good for you that you are happy with your things. Doesn't mean they satisfy someone else. Yes yes being a "whiny fuck" is just another part of being human. With emotions.

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            • iEatZombies_

              Nope, still not dumb.

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            • CoraCook

              Oh, wait, you just did that in the link provided... I'm so so confused.

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      • Reaper101

        So true or just think happy thoughts 'wow thank God you're around you should win the Nobel Peace Prize for that awesome advice' is all I think in my head when people tell me that

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  • After wasting even MORE time on here, I've come to decide for the VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY last time that you all SUCK and that I WISH EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU DIE. YOU'RE ALL MORONS AND I REFUSE TO ASSOCIATE WITH YOU ANY LONGER! So THIS IS THE VERY VERY VERY LAST TIME I'M HERE.

    Goodbye
    Goodbye
    Goodbye
    Goodbye
    Goodbye
    Goodbye

    FOR REALSIES.

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    • CountessDouche

      Who the fuck keeps rage quitting every 3-5 days?

      Be gone cunt.

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    • green_boogers

      Ha ha ha. "You'll be back!!!"

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      • CoraCook

        They'll never be gone to actually be back... haha

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