I hate being a good person.
I typically do the right thing like most people.
I try not to do people wrong.
I give second and third and sometimes more chances to those who do me wrong.
I don't seek revenge.
I try to help others often even at my own expense.
And i've always been this way.
I hate it so much, I'm tired of all the times I've been taken advantage of, and I hate always doing the mature thing.
So many times I just want to be selfish, I want to be petty and get pay back on all the people that have fucked me over. Sometimes I just want to say FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE and do what I want to do, even if it is petty and childish.
is it normal I feel this way?