I hate a.d.d

i have A.D.D i have been diagnosed with it since i was 5 years old. i am not one of those people who say they have it but has never been to a doctor to prove it. well once i was diagnosed i was put on medication. i started out with a drug called riddling. now riddling is kind of like being punched in the face. that feeling you get right as the fist makes contact with your face. there is that feeling of...oh shit! well thats how you feel all day. i was on this until i turned 7. ya i was a doped up little kid. well then a new drug came out it was called strictara. well when i started strictara i was just fine,well with all drugs you start out on a low dosage. so when i started taking the high dosage...this is where things start to go d
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well first this drug makes you so sleepy. all you want to do is sleep. next i would not eat. i starved myself so long that i had to go to the hospital! thats when i decided im done with taking that. so for a long time i went back to riddiln i went back to feeling like i got punched in the face. well i was finally old enough to say i am done with taking pills. so i have not taken a pill since! but it has its down side( i love cars) well when i am in car i always look at the cars i will find cars i know things about. well when i started driving this was a problem. i almost crashed my car about 100 times. because i would always look into a different lane. and another thing i would do is freak out in the most inaproapit times. i am scared of bugs i hate everything about them. so in a middle of class i would see a bug just flying around i would literally get out of my seat and chase it trying to kill it.

ii guess what i want you to get out of this story is be careful about having "A.D.D" because you never know what kind of stupid shit will happen to you

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  • sk8er37dus

    take some weed and your add will disseapear.

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  • wayfarer

    Man i hate..Squirrel1

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  • Trismegistus

    Adhd as most of those mental illnesses and personality disorders you are fooled into believing without any empirical laboratory findings are scams.Shams.They don't really know what's going on in your brains.And you are been used as a labrat,since the long term side effects caused by those medications on brain activity are unknown.Those so called medications are supposed to make you behave the way most people are expected to.To make you want and eventually do whatever they think is useful.Even known you aren't genetically equipped for those activities.Those tasks.And I'd say they fail miserably into doing their job don't they?And when you grow up,and start showing the signs of weird,unusual neuropathies directly caused by the chemicals contained in those medications,and eventually die,they just perform exploratory brain surgery on you or give you shocks,or any other kind of so called up to date treatment such as transcranial magnetic stimulation and ECT.Or they will implant a nice neural implant on your skull.Not to cure you of course, to monitor your brain activity and make many interesting and ground breaking discoveries helping them do develop technologies from which they can make good good money.It's a sad commentary but that's pretty much it.And this is also one of the many reason leading me to decided never to have babies.Because I will NEVER accept this shit.
    I would rather choke it to death with my bare hands before forcing him/her to become a human labrat.Being used by the corporations to develop pharmaceuticals worth billions of dollars in business.

    You like those drugs so much?Why don't you fucking take them then?
    Take them and fucking choke on them.I wouldn't give them to my children not even if you started giving them to yours.They need a community where they can live without being discriminated against for being different.Period.And if you don't agree,you deserve to get carpet bombed.Surrender to those people and soon enough we'll all get diagnosed with a mental illness since birth and need to take drugs and social abuses so they can control us.Put us in our place,which is never really our place cause there ain't any fucking place for us in this crappy society of yours!
    And they will just say:God made us flawed.And in order to fix those flaws we need to take those pills.In the name of the father the holy ghost and the babilonian whore this is some asshole body(The drug)do this twice a day in remembrance of my dictatorship.Did I say dictatorship?I mean freedom.Freedom!Of course we are not slave of the pills.The pill makes us free.Praise freedom.And the holy psychiatrist,the only representative of God on earth.Keeper of souls and of lost children.Born in neurological sin.Bring me the holy ipospray.
    I baptize you in the name of the Ely lilly,roche and novartis.May psychiatry be with you.And with your spirit.Ok fine.We banished the demon from this innocent child mind. Let's all rejoice and drink a a keg of beer each.

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  • SloppyJoe

    You could try getting prescribed adderall. I also have ADD and that stuff really helped. The only side affects I ever experienced were dry mouth and loss of appetite. Of course loss of appetite is the worst side affect..at least for me so I just got my medical card to use cannabis. And as we all know weed makes food better!

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  • -Smallz-

    i take heroine, not for medical purposes. im just a heroine addict, i dont even get a trip out of it any more.... i just ache all over and sweat badly and have panic attacks when i don't take it. :( please don't judge me

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  • Dreamsao

    I have ADHD... but it doesn't make me illiterate. Not sure if you actually have it, or you're making fun of people with this and calling us retarded.

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  • dianabananas

    I was just diagnosed...and i'm almost thirty yrs old...i always knew though. but i don't have adhd, i have add so my doc told me uppers would make it worse. so idk what to do now. sorry u were medicated as a child. the add affects me more now than it did then. I hate it too.

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  • borzam

    its ritalin not riddling lol i was forcefed ritalin from 5-14 now i have mental health problems

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  • I have ADD and I take adderall, I LOVE it!!!

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  • i think you might if thats true but thats exsactly what i do

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  • Angryblackguy

    Dude I get distracted a lot.I can bearly sit down without shaking my legs or hands,but I don't think I have A.D.D I daydream in class all day.

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