I hate... flat out everything
My pessimism began a little over two years ago when I entered a single year of home school. Being around my family more often and peers less so made me start to dislike my family for being so annoying (so cliche, typical, fake even) and my peers for not being there for me.
At times I'll often hate the way they talk, walk, smile, dress, shop, interact with me, interact with others, or even the way they breathe.
Now I've reentered school and adjusted to the new environment (I've got a good bundle of friends, I'm not one of the "cool" kids per say but I'm friends with enough of the cool kids and too much of an idiot to be one of the geeks) and my disgust for the people in my life including friends and family has peaked. Some days I'll find myself in love with myself in the people around me, proud to have such great friends and family.
Most days I'll isolate myself from everyone even though it's not necessary and type in the most obscene things on google relating to myself, my race, anything that can offend me and those around me. I've grown bitter and envious for no reason whatsoever. I always figured those who hated the crowd where those who couldn't be a part of it. I'm very much a part of it but I still hate everyone I associate myself with at certain parts of the day.
P.S. this is usually because someone does something minor to tick me off (i.e parent grounds me, friend blows me off) and I could understand getting a LITTLE angry but I take some things too far such as praying for people to die.