I had gay sex. now i feel like shit.
Went to a party at a friend's house last weekend. Got drunk and really fucking stoned on weed laced with coke. My system is not used to this kind of drink and drug intake so needless to say I was not myself. Somehow I ended up in a back bedroom with a gay guy with my pants down and this homo dude sucking my cock. I remember thinking how sick this was but in my drunken, drug addled state of mind I also remember thinking: Fuck it. Feels good so lets go with it(!).I remember cumming in the guy's mouth. Next thing I knew, I was waking up at 5 the next morning. I am not gay. No fucking way. But this shit happened. Is this normal for someone who has never ever had any kind of gay sex? WTF. I know that I was fucking high and all, but I have been drunk and stoned before. WTF triggered this? I feel like shit. I guess I want someone to tell that I'll get over this so stop beating myself up. I'm normal. Well? Anybody? Can I get that?