I had a fantasy about being raped
I’m a virgin catholic girl but I found myself fantasising about being raped. I read a book called Unbelievable about a rapist and he broke into women’s homes, tied them up and raped them.
There was this one description of a woman being raped and it detailed how he spent hours using her body and took pictures of her tied up and humiliated but each time he finished he would just sit by her and talk gently to her almost trying to comfort her before he did it again. The book was based on a true story.
The whole time I was reading that scene I felt a tingling down there and then at night I started imagining it happening to me and the thoughts just make me even more aroused.