I got jealous to my best friend !!
I've been best friends with her 3 years and she used to be the same as me.. shy, crazy deep down, love for unusual stuff, hard to get along with other people so not many friends... etc..
But now she's starting to move on... she's made a load of new friends and is out partying most of the time and i got jealous...
I kept not speaking to her and then kept telling her "I'm fine" all the time when she asked what's up and then now she stopped speaking to me altogether.
now i Traveled to study in another country but she still in my country
She hasn't actually told me to get lost or anything she just hasn't spoke to me in a while. I think she's gave up with me..
But i really love her to bits.. i can't stop thinking about her everyday, everytime and i just want my old best friend back..
I would speak to her myself but i think she's fully moved on now and i don't want to keep hurting her again.
I remember she cut herself once when i stopped speaking to her the first time.
I'm just bad for her and i want to move on myself but i can't.
I told her that I HATE YOU but we come back sooooooo friendly !! i don't know why ???
i really jealous about her from her new friends especially one of them ,, he told her that he will Marry her in the near future and she's now at the age of 20 !!