I get off wrestling other women

Recently I found wrestling other woman turns me on. Keep in mind I've had plenty of boyfriends & never really thought of being with a woman before. The thing is that I look for other woman at parties or while hanging out wherever and with whomever that I can get a little physical with. Then I'll come up with some sort of joke or challenge to get them to do it. Nothing rough and for the most part I doubt they think I'm doing it as a sex act, but I am!

It sounds weird, but I can't help it. I love dominating or being dominated by other women. I've only done this a handful of times. In a way I feel like I'm taking advantage of the fact I'm a woman and can get away with touching, grabbing and holding onto another woman unlike a man who couldn't.

I'm attractive and outgoing. I think maybe people just think it's the wild side of me and hasn't happened in front of the same group of friends before so they don't see a pattern. I'm worried if they do they might talk or think it's strange.

Should I go out looking for other woman to do this with so my friends don't find out? On social media or ads online?
How would I even go about this????

I like men, but wrestling with women. Hadn't thought about having sex with women before and that's really not what I want.

This can't be normal can it be?