I get off hurting people's feelings.

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I've always been this way. Especially the lonely, loser type. Male or female it doesn't matter. Like I had a party at my house last weekend. I invited everyone at work except this one black guy. He's the only black in the office so I knew this was the perfect opportunity to do some major damage. Ha! You should have seen the look on his face Monday morning when everybody at work talked about what a great party it was and what a great time they had. I made sure we all talked about it all day! Anyway, who the fuck wants some black guy at your party anyway? The guy looked so hurt and out of place. It was beautiful! Is it normal to get off on shit like this?

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Based on 49 votes (11 yes)
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  • Terence_the_viking
    7 years ago

    Only if you are an evil witchy bitchy slag fart.

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  • Not-recognizable
    7 years ago

    No its not normal. You have problems and I've known people like you before

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  • Bippityboppity
    7 years ago

    You probably know that this is not normal behavior. But that's probably what you want to hear isn't it? I would say you're probably exaggerating the pain you cause others to intensify your fantasies, and then share those events on the internet so that you can finger your stinky pussy while people call you a freak. Unfortunately, your life and your actions aren't as important as you think. Your empathy is warped, and therefore so is your perspective. What you actually think is reality is probably nothing of the sort. The man maybe felt uncomfortable for a few hours and then got over it by the time he was eating dinner. The movies that are playing in your head are simply gross misrepresentations of events in order for you to satisfy your own abnormal cravings. In other words, you are being caged by your own lack of objectivity and relatability. I would suggest seeing a psychotherapist really, I hope you get better.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      7 years ago

      When I do something like this my joy at the pain I cause someone is only kind of temporary. In fact it mostly wore off by the end of the work day. A bit of guilt set in (just a bit mind you) and then even that went away. So what I do sometimes is recount my actions to someone who was not at my house that night or on a site such as this to kind of renew the joy I felt in hurting someone's feelings. The black guy goes about his work day now as he could give a shit about the whole thing. Doesn't say a word to me unless he has to. He's a strong intelligent guy so I don't see him as one to cry about this. I know that there is something "askew" in my brain, thus my post.I do question my motives and my sanity. I ask: Is this normal? People are calling me vile names here. So why do I get off doing really fucked up things to people like I do? Being racist. Psychotherapy huh? Thanks for telling me what I need to hear. But I've already planned getting my next victim. A lonely, homely elderly woman. Just too good to resist.

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      • Bippityboppity
        7 years ago

        That's interesting. Being "racist" isn't a disorder. It's a result of conditioning of some sort. I don't think you're a psychopath, and I don't think the situation you find yourself in is necessarily your fault. I feel bad for you really...it feels like you're reaching out. I'm guessing other areas of your life are affected as well. Do you get normal pleasure from other things like going on a hike, or hanging out with friends, etc.?

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  • guyiwthaname
    7 years ago

    you're just a cockwombling twatwaffle

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