I get frustrated when thinking about the universe
First off the question is how did the Universe begin and why are we here, what is the purpose of it all. It makes no sense. How does all this stuff just appear from nothing. There was either nothing, or there was something in the beginning. But even those options don't make any sense. How could there be nothing, and then stuff appears? What caused it to appear? And if there was always something then where did it come from ? Is the Universe infinite? What does infinite even mean in practical terms ?? I just don't get it. Theres all these complicated scientific laws like physics and chemistry and biology and mathematics where did it all come from ??
Then theres the issue of how big the Universe the is. I mean its just so fucking enormous when you start to think about it. The earth is a pretty big place to start wifh. Hell, even a Wal-Mart supercenter is a big place. But then to think that the earth is one tiny marble in a gigantic desert we call our solar system, and our solar system is one tiny dot in a gigantic galaxy. And you know theres that Hubble Deep Space Telescope photo where they pointed to a small empty spot in the sky and they zoomed in and saw literally thousands of galaxies. So they obviously are real and exist. It means theres like millions, maybe billions or trillions of galaxies out there. Its just so fucking huge! And then you see photos of the rovers on Mars and its like as big as earth with a shitton of rocks on it and you realize DAMN, the Universe is a big fuckin place, and theres A LOT OF SHIT OUT THERE!! I mean real shit. Like rocks and shit. And you know theres probably tons of other animals and intelligent civilizations out there like us but we cant do much to communicate with each other because this stupid Universe is TOO FUCKING BIG so were like insanely far away. Its like if you had people living in Europe and America but you have no ships or planes or internet. Well obviously you cant do anything then.
Fuck you Universe you make me so frustrated and confused !!