I freaked out after getting high

Sorry it's so long but..

I've been smoking for about 3 months and I've never had any freak-outs or any problems with it.

Yesterday, I had a 'j'. My boyfriend of 10 months and 2 of my friends (1 who I've never smoked with before but I'm close with) went to an offroading spot (I've been there at least 7 or 8 times), to smoke it.

I took about 3 or 4 big hits (my usual) and everything was fine. We were laughing and joking around and having a really good time. We all get out of the car to walk around and I lean on the car door. All of the sudden it feels like I'm 'blacking out' (the feeling after you stand up way too fast) only 100 times worse.

Everything around me had flashing gray dots. There was pinestraw around the bottom of trees that had a red-ish color. The pinestraw on the trees was a BRIGHT neon green. The sky and ground seemed really far away, and had gray dots (about the size of yogo's) everywhere. It felt like I was dying and I began to feel like I didn't exist. I kept calling for my boyfriend to hold me. He called for my friend to throw him the blanket in his car (he was high too so it was really hard for him to keep it together). He held me and tried to get me to walk over to a clear spot and lay down but I couldn't pick up my legs and walk so I fell down and sat until everything had passed.

After I'd calmed down a bit (I had a terrible headache, in a cold sweat, and was still sitting on the ground) I was watching my friends and boyfriend by the car talking. It began to feel like I was watching a tv show and that's the only way I knew them (like they didn't really exist other than that tv show) and I began to freak out but I breathed deeply and felt okay.

Right before I had that freak-out I felt really small. Extremely small. It was like my mind kept expanding outside of this galaxy and into the universe and I compared myself in size. I felt like I didn't exist and I was nothing but a near particle in something bigger than anyone could ever imagine.

I was wearing a black, short-sleeve turtleneck and it was pretty hot out. So maybe I just got too hot or something? I'd smoked the exact same stuff two nights before and nothing went wrong so it wasn't laced or anything. I had the 'j' packed really well so maybe I just smoked too much too quick? I don't know.. Just please give me advice because I'm terrified to smoke again in fear that it'll happen again. And it's not fun feeling like you're dying.

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  • stokedscooter

    damn....that shit was laced for sure ....... prolly dipped the weed in some acid and let it dry..... but then again, some ppl who smoke dont get high for a long time even after smoking like ten times or so.....they dont inhale right so it never gets in their system but they think there high because they assume "this is what it is to feel high?...it doesnt feel THAT different" ....they assume there high but they have never experienced actually being high so they cant tell.....but then one day they actually DO inhale right and they DO get high..... cuz the stuff you said seriously seems either like acid or the first time being high..... cuz when i got blowd the first time it felt like the world was breathing and like it was thumping along with my heartbeat, the sky looked like it was bearing down on my brain or something......the clouds looked like they were ripples in space or something....... the first high is always the craziest cuz your brain aint used to it and doesnt know what to make of reality while its in this subliminal state for the first time

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  • emilydoll

    You

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  • emilydoll

    Stop smoking it's fucking stupid stop being an idiot it's bad for me

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  • Ispeakknowledge

    lol lightweight

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  • MarijuAtheist

    This has also happened to me and many other people I know. The weed wasn't laced, your blood-sugar was low.

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  • EbonyMT

    Something like this happened to me before too. I thought I was dying and I was freaking the hell out. Like I was going in and out of a dream and I could feel all the blood rushing through my body. Shits crazy but that never happened to me again and I still smoked.

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  • undergroundangel

    So I don't get it - why do you need to smoke again? Can't you just say "No thanks, it makes me bug out"?

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  • k2thet8

    Its definitely not laced. Ive been smoking for about 5 years, only once a day usually cuz it helps me relax. And I've had almost the same thing happen to me about 3 times. All 3 times i remember being a little nervous about where we had to go after we smoked cuz i didnt want some people to know i was high, also all 3 times i smoked a blunt. I smoke bowls on a norm and have never had this happen when i do. Try smoking bowls, cuz you tend to actually take in less smoke, also make sure your in a chill environment where you dont have to go anywhere or worry about anything for at least an hour. Hope i helped! good luck!

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  • sparrowfeed

    that's kind of cool.
    you saw something that's part of the truth. you ARE just a small, insignificant portion of the cosmos. you've had a revelation.

    i once saw the underpinning of reality.

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  • g13nigga

    these kids have no idea what they are talkin about dipped in weed and dried is that a joke nuttin would happen to u acid has to be absorbed in ur skin when burned it destroys the chemical THEROEY 1 it sound like it was laced with much worse stuff called pcp/angel dust this shit makes trip hard and it is commonly laced on weed. but that minght not b the case THEROEY2 when you smoke and hold in the smoke it makes it hard for oxegyen to get to the brain and u were sitting in a car realaxed so that combined could of made u seem like u were gone to pass out (i have seen a kid pass out bfore like this but with hooka smoke) after u almost passed out u probably startd to tweak hard. but my second theroey wouldent explain why you couldent feel your legs and it sound like u were trippen to hard for it not to be laced

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  • Unforgiven

    Stop smoking.
    Best bet :D.

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  • justlikeheaven

    maybe it was laced with something else? but if everyone else was ok, then maybe not.
    i dunno, sometimes you just have bad trips. last night i did some haggard tabs.. they were bad. i kept having to remind myself to breath, i felt like i was melting, and i just kept thinking of the weirdest stuff ever. i also started thinking about how small i was compared to the universe too haha. that neeever happens to me on tabs, but again, they were bad.
    so yeah. sometimes you just gotta watch what you're doing.

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