I found out bf plays with his own ass. wish he would open up about it.
Ok so a few months ago I got the thought in my head that he was indeed into self ass play because I had found some phallic like objects in the bathroom with his jerk off lotion in them. This seemed so NOT his style that I quickly dismissed the thought, even tho I realized when I did think about it I was turned on... 2 weeks ago I was giving him head, and we were REALLy getting into it, as he was standing before me and I noticed one hand MIA, I opened my eyes to realize that it was in his ass. I was wicked excited, not just turned on, I mean at what I thought was the fact that he was opening up and letting me in on his dirty secret...to my dismay after the rocking session we had, it has not been brought up again and any attempt I make to enter that "region" is denied.... Now I find myself angry because the secret is taking away from our sex I'm starting to feel like he wants to have more sex with himself then with me and that's obviously because he's doing things that make him feel good but he wont do in front of me. Now what makes this really weird is I'm not a prude my boyfriend knows that I'm a freak in the sack and will do anything. I have been very open with him about my sexual past and in hopes that this will let him open up to me but to no avail what should I do? I really want to be a part of his fetish. I am embarrassed but it turns me on. Is this normal? I mean A bunch of the men i have been with have liked a bit of ass play now and then. They have always been open about it. Why is he so secretive? My REAL question to you is this: is it normal for a heterosexual man to take pleasure from anal penetration? If so is it wrong for me to push him into letting me be apart of his fetish?