I forgot who i am!!

I smoke weed for 2 years now & I worked well with weed in those 2 years everything was ok, I get high & have fun, recently I've changed into some other guy I don't what I'm doing & I can’t talk when I'm high. I do realize what’s going on & I know what I have to say in some occasions but mostly I just don’t know what I’m doing and I can’t talk. I always feel that I want to get into a fight with my friends & my GF, sometimes I do fight with them & other times I just ignore them. I also starting to get embarrassed in lots of occasions not like I used, I also started to think there’s no such thing as god. I also don’t know how to react to any action happens around me in lots of situation, like last night my friend came to my place with his friends & I was quiet the whole time he keeps asking me questions & I reply with simple answers like YES, NO, MAYBE, NOT SURE, OKAY that’s all I said. I’m overthinking every time I’m awake!!What I want is to be the old me I’m starting to forget the old me. I know this sounds stupid but that’s how I really feel. I sit down talk to myself wondering who I am & what was I like. I feel like I’m another guy & I feel I’ve changed into some creature that doesn’t know what to do or how to talk I feel like I had a format & feel I want to be someone else.
I smoke 7-10 joints a day but when I started feeling this way I stopped smoking for 3 weeks & still I do act the same way. Now I’m smoking again & still the same problem.
I don’t know what to do if anyone can help me I would be more than happy and gratefull to him/her.
Please don’t make fun I’m facing the biggest problem in my life.

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Comments ( 20 )
  • DADNSCAL

    You need to get help stopping QUICK. I think you may be getting brain damage.

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    • slutzombie

      are you stupid

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    • Dancepanda

      Your dumb

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      • IsThisReallyIt?

        *You're

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  • jgp4889

    Normal, weed can take a few months to wear off. Cure: aerobic exercise I.e. sweat. Seek a therapist open up, you'll be fine in no time. Peace

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  • crimsonprodigy

    Drugs are bad m'kay?

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  • linefly1231

    Either excessive smoking, which is what I think it is. Or your supply is laced with other drugs, also a possibility.

    Cut down on the smoking, try do less and less a day, just try and see how long you could go without it. Or just stop completely.

    Restore your brain, good luck!

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  • You're smoking too much weed. Quit for a while. The after effects may last months to wear off.

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  • disfunkshinal

    You should be an architect. You know, with all those walls of text.

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  • Cambo_b

    I've experienced and am still feeling some of the side effects like nervousness to talk fluently in full conversations but I've stopped smoking weed for about a month and every week I'm enjoying the benefit of not smoking it some people on this form are saying your weed is laced with something that's bull shit it's just exteam paranoia when your high you become trapped in the world of your own thought and when you've been like that for a long time you can loose your own personality your confidence and feel like you never have anything to say it can make you become dull and unresponsive and illmotivated I understand completely where your coming from because I was trapped in that world of your own though and paranoia for years yet I still seem to have a large group of friends they just got use to my quite ness - ovcourse I would speak out and have short conversations with my friends but I never really when I was stoned and its only in the last half a year that I've changed that by cutting down dramatically and in the last month went cold turkey and already my friends notice the difference especially girls who I never use to have the confidence or conversation to chat up and talk to as I have more confidence i feel like I have more to say every week honestly your best decision would be to just stop and trust me in a few month you won't regret it it's the best decision ive ever made.

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  • breesha23

    wow dude I understand!!!!! Im a female and i smoke a eighth a day!! thats nearly 6to7blunts a day and when i first start smoking weed i would do it just because and now 5years later I NEED IT. I smoke it everyday and i am such a different person from whom i use to be. Like you said You realize the problem on how your acting different but you don't what the cause is. Its so hard for me to stop smoking weed because i have so much on my mind and people around me thats getting on my damn nerves...but maybe when i get a job and get back into school i'll be better off because i will have something to do with my life instead of smoking weed all day. I understand you though i know how you feel...you just need someone who understands you. EVERYBODY changes and i had to Learn that. If a person stays the same something might not be going so good in there life.Life is about changes and progress so all you have to do is find more activities to do and that will limit your smoking so you can be more alert and social when people come around. I Have the same problem i get nervous when people come around and answer with one word sometimes like "yea' okay" and thats because i smoke alot of weed shit im two high to speak Im not dumb just high but i bet people think im dumb. Just be you and if they can't accept it then don't worry yourself.

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  • ragechild

    I use to be the exact same way. I've stopped though. Its been 6-7 years since I've smoked it regularly. I have been diagnosed or misdiagnosed with many mental conditions. I was on medication while the whole weed thing was happening to me. I dropped my meds cold turkey and the weed and Its safe to say I feel a lot like myself and how I should feel. I think its normal dude.

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  • Pheel

    Sometimes the drugs turn on you. Every once in a while i wake up, look in the mirror,and realize i don't know who i'm looking at. Sometimes you have to bury the old you and get to know the new. Fun weed guy is dead...

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  • dude_Jones

    This is pretty typical degradation. By the time you are 30, you will forget how to talk, and eventually how to think. Remembering to go to the toilet will become a challenge.

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  • gargamel

    I strongly advise you to check into rehab. And try not to smoke that shit again. You must explain this whole thing to your GF and friends. May be they will help you too. But you must seek professional help.

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  • Ipooprainbows

    It sounds like you have definitely lost yourself due to smoking excessive weed. If I were you I would reduce it greatly but ONLY by step by step, you must ween yourself off it at first otherwise it will be too great of a mission and you will give up. I also have a belief about weed that I have been taught , though I am not trying to scare you just warn you: So when you smoke weed/ take drugs it leaves you open to negative forces in the astral sense. This could be your case, as you say that you want to be the way you used to be and how you don't know who you are anymore. Also I advise you look deeper into : "why do you smoke weed excessively" I mean a little is fine, it's just that you are WAY over-doing it!! That is probably what is causing the side effects you are experiencing such as Paranoia, self-insecurity ( not knowing what to say, anger ect. I hope this helps

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  • suckonthis9

    Marijuana (Cannabis sativa) should not have this effect. I do not know the source of your supply, but perhaps someone had 'laced' it with other harmful drugs. Cutting down (not quitting) on your consumption might be something to try. In any event, I would go to see Dr. Fine (a real medical practitioner, but one with expertise and knowledge in this area).

    Everything was Oll Korrect [all correct]?
    You replied with Old Kinderhook?
    Please use 'all right, 'well' or 'satisfactory' instead of O.D. (Old Dreadful).

    You began to think correctly. Although there are many deities, there is no deity called 'good'. (The word that you used is an Anglo-Germanic generic term that simply means 'good'). You should perhaps find the deity that you believe in (there are many).

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    • dude_Jones

      Old Kinderhook. If global linguistic commemoration gives glimpses into the religious yearnings of humanity, HE is your deity.

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      • suckonthis9

        So what of the deity Old Kinderhook?
        What practices and customs should we admonish?

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        • dude_Jones

          I thought religion was about enslaving the feeble mind so the masses obsess over meaningless ritual, preventing them from questioning their over-lords. Thus, fulfilling questions and aspirations of the human spirit are never realized. Armies are created extending the domination of the supreme. Cultural Darwinism rules the universe. Humans are mere worker ants is servitude to the whims, and fancies of the upper class.

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