I fingered my best friend

Okay so basically, me and this girl go way back (I too am a girl who has been questioning her sexuality{being bisexual}) so we met when we were like 11/12 I’m a year older and now we are 18/19 and we use to play what we called dirty truth or dare and that’s when we first started rubbing against each other and touching, she moved away a few years later and we rarely talked and we see each other hear and there and do hang out, like friends should, well today we went swimming and we haven’t touched each other since like ages 14/15 so it’s been a min. But it’s always been in the back of my mind. So we go back to my house and I am like I’m bored let’s play truth or dare and eventually she ended up daring me to rub lotion on her and I’m like oh yeahhh
So I rub her back and she’s like get my legs too so I rub her legs and I’m getting real close to her pussy and I took the leap (that has been on my mind all night) can I finger you? She agrees
I’m fingering her from behind, still in her pussy and I’m like flip over eventually I make her orgasm and it felt amazing (I’m more of a person who gets off on making others feel good) and so she’s coming down and laying there and I’m rubbing her pussy and so she chills and I don’t know what to do so I just get up and leave, I just go to my bathroom and wash my hands, cause I’m like idk do I stay or what.
I take her home after and we talk and I’m like we are good she’s like yeah. Blah blah blah, and she tells me it was a one time thing and I’m like of course, a heat of the moment I understand.

I’m just scared she’s going to tell someone,even though she won’t I’m just scared she will.

Do you think it will make our friendship weird?
I’m scared she hates me now or something, I’m scared I took it to far, even though I asked her several times is this okay, can I do this, are you sure. It’s the first time in a long time, am I overthinking it?

Ps I’m sorry it’s long, don’t hate me <3

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  • SKDM007

    i mean if theres no romantic feelings then its unusual but normal

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  • megadriver

    Hey, you could do the friends with benefits thing...

    I did it with my best friend when we were both single. I didn't have enough time for a proper relationship back then, she wasn't looking for one, but we were both horny.
    So we decided to try it out.
    It was really nice and things didn't get weird. Neither of us told anyone we know about this, so it was all good.

    We are still friends today.

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    • We talked and she said she didn’t wanna do it again and I was like yeah no problem

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  • Mrown

    cool. too long. next!

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    • Then don’t read it :)

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      • Mrown

        who said I did? lol

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        • Ok lmao, what did u gain from this? Besides a dumbass comment

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  • Maid_in_Pink

    Well...as to if it'll make your friendship weird that's kinda on a case by case basis. I've had friends that have done that before and been totally fine but never done it again. I've had some that did it and then got super awkward and didn't hang out much after awhile...and lastly I have people who did it, said they were never going to do it again...then I caught banging like four different times since their first time.

    I'd say no matter how interested you are don't put any pressure in that direction but give her the cute flirty bits if you get a vibe like maybe she's open to something.

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    • Yeah, I really liked fingering her but I just want her to be comfy

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  • DeadRatKing

    I don't really know what to say. This may be totally off base I don't know, but it kind of sounds like you and her may be "more than just friends" and actually really into each other in that sort of way but are worried about the reactions of other people. And trust me, this sort of situation is not as unusual as you probably think.

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  • ToffeeMe

    I I I I I'm actually not sure what am i going to say..

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    • Why?

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