I fingered a girl while sleeping, is it normal?

Alright, so last weekend me and some friends had a beach party with barbeque and alcohol. Later that evening about half of us went home and the other half went home to one of the girls and watched a movie, my crush was sitting next to me and soon fell asleep and started to cuddle with me (while sleeping, i didnt cuddle back) after the movie 3 of us slept in the bed (me, my crush and a friend) and i slept through the whole night (drunk sleep is the best sleep). The day after everything was normal and we decided to go play some pool at the local bar. and when we met up later that day my crush seemed really sad, like something happend. we tried to comfort her and help her but she didn't want any help. The day continued as usual and everyone parted as friends.

Then last night a friend called me and asked me "what the fuck i did the last weekend" i had no idea what he talked about and started to repeat everything that happend that day. He got more angry and started screaming "what happend at night?!" i got even more confused and paniced and asked what he meant.

Apparently, i had started to touch and finger my crush and unhooked her bra and tried to put my dick inside of her. I was shocked cause i thought i had slept through the entire night. i have not whatsoever memory of this and im panicing i dont know what to do. she doesnt want to speak to me and everything feels wrong. It feels like i deserve this pain i feel.

I tried to talk to her with her best friend to apologize and ask for forgivness with flowers and chocolate (her friend thought it was a great idea), but when she decided to listen she thought i lied (i saw it in her expression). i dont know what to do.