I find murder interesting in a weird way
Has anybody seen the First 48? It's a real life crime show and they show detectives solving murders in some US cities, anyways, they have shots of real dead bodies and sometimes it's pretty brutal. The crimes that people commit are mostly senseless, like a guy robbing someone for a couple hundred dollars and then shooting him in the head. It really f**king bothers me, but I'm SO interested in it, I seriously watch that show all the time, I want to be on a SWAT team and hunt people like that down, that would be the best job ever.
Anyways to the point of my question, my step-mom and other people (my boyfriends family) think it's really weird that I even watch these shows and get into it like I do, but i've been like that since I was 11, or I dunno, before that even, almost every book I read was a murder mystery or some crazy psycho killer book. The ones based on real life are WAY more interesting. I remember times when I was a kid and flipping through TV channels at night, watching real crime stories and being so scared of crazy people (I still am, but don't feel very vulnerable anymore, I pretty much feel like I could take anyone - which is why I want to be in law enforcement, so I can protect other people).
So... is that weird? Lol, I don't think it is.