I felt rage burning through me and flowing out my eyes...

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So, me and my sister don't really get along well and recently everything I say she screams at me for, and I mean EVERYTHING. Its almost Christmas, the time of joy and happiness and everything's great except everything I say, about any subject even if its completely normal and relevant my sister snaps at me and its really starting to piss me off!

She wont leave me alone, no matter what the subject I'm wrong and shes right.

The point of this is that today I was asked to write something on the calender, I was told there was a pen there but I couldn't see it. I say there's no pen there and this makes me a bad person in her eyes. So she moans at me for it at that moment I feel this rage burning inside me, starting in my chest and forcing its way up into my head. The rage streams out of me eyes and it actually hurts! As in actually physically hurts! And I feel this urge to ram the pen into her eye.

Is this normal? Is it normal that this rage is burning inside me at even the sight of my sister and bursts out of me when she moans at me?

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  • sYki
    11 years ago

    It's like your walking on eggshells. The stress is building up, your on the verge of a nervous breakdown. You feel like your a decent person and this toxic attitude you are being forced to deal with is corroding you, turning you into angry person despite your intentions. It's a vicious cycle, she's taking her anger out on you which in turn makes you angry and want to take it out on someone. I'm speaking from personal experience from growing up with my brother. It took on a life of it's own and is the core of the miserable life I have now, it effected my relationship with my parents and friends at the time, and the issues I ended up having with my friends then created problems with how I am with friend I'd thought I'd have now almost 30 years later, a victim of circumstance. A good person doing bad things.

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  • q25t
    11 years ago

    She doesn't seem to be worth your time.

    If you're physically being affected by this, you really need to find a way to deal with the stress before you either do stab her with the pen or burst a blood vessel.

    You may also have success with this if you simply ignore her every time her voice goes above a reasonable level. Once she chills out, you can answer her in a reasonable manner.

    Good luck! Sounds like you may need it.

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    ear plugs at all times, just read her lips if u care to

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