I feel very uncomfortable with certain numbers

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I have OCD and for a very long time I have called certain numbers "enemy numbers". These numbers are the ages that people I have been close to were when they died. I also include numbers before and after the age number of my brother. I am obsessed with him and I don't get to hear from him every day.

The numbers I currently hate are:
32, 34 since my brother is currently 33. They change every year. They carry the so close yet so far curse. If I see them, it means that I may not see my brother for a longer than acceptable period of time. These are the only enemy numbers that can appear on a clock. I wait for the numbers to change until I can move on. In contrast, 33 is a loved number for now. I love seeing it, and it can lessen the time it takes to get in contact with my brother.

83: My paternal grandfather died at this age in 2005, my first experience with death.

88: My maternal grandmother died at this age in 2012, I was very close to her. When I see this number, I treat it like 666. It's very bad.

90: My maternal grandfather died at this age in 2020. One of the worst experiences in my life.

99: My great aunt died at this age in 2013. I really wanted her to make it to 100.

Seeing the death numbers is very disturbing to me. I can't stand to deal with death in any form. All my other relatives who died I either never me or barely knew them, so it didn't affect me.

Does anyone have numbers that they try to avoid?

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  • anabnormal_guy
    2 years ago

    next time when someone dies, don't look @ their age

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  • Cuntsiclestick
    2 years ago

    Seems normal. Reminds me of something that happened at work a few months ago. I had to pull a One For One Batch that had 666 tasks in it and my coworker kept telling me not to pull it and that it was a bad number. I pulled it anyway and did my job the way I always do. Idk why she was so freaked out about it. XD

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  • [Old Memory]
    2 years ago

    Not normal, get ur ocd treated.

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  • 1WeirdGuy
    2 years ago

    I hate the number 666. I had a terrible day one time at work. I locked my keys in my truck (no idea how I never pressed the lock) and I had alot of trouble parking it, people were pissed off I was so late. I looked up at the trailer I was pulling and it had 666 in the trailer number

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  • DADNSCAL
    2 years ago

    I bought 1 house and built another partially based on the addresses. The bought was is 3913, which I thought was lucky, and the address of the built one is 1010, which is an angel number, signifying moving to your higher purpose in life.

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  • Mini69
    2 years ago

    When people die old it’s a good thing and you should celebrate that they had a full life. No one can live for ever

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  • bbrown95
    2 years ago

    I think it's normal to be a bit superstitious and have lucky/unlucky numbers. I have a couple, myself. I like to do certain things in the sequence of my lucky numbers.

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    • Contrivance
      2 years ago

      The sequence of your phone number can be lucky too if you gave it to me ;)

      I dont mean that. I apologize ma'am. I never use pick up lines so this was me pretending to make up one :x

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  • Somenormie
    2 years ago

    No, not really whenever I say the number 666 to my friends they freak out like little chickens.

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