I feel unmotivated to do things because of depression
I'm sitting in my room doing work and I feel depressed about stressful events, I know dying isn't the answer but I am also depressed to the point where I socially withdraw from people, I don't do it for attention I feel that way because of a lot of things that happened to me in my life. Because of this COVID shit I can't even see my therapist anymore, I have to find other ways to seek professional help which is 10 times worse than it actually is the same way I tried to take pills but it isn't any use.