I feel so trapped sometimes at work

I have been working for a company for 1 year and sometimes I feel so dam lost or trapped. I started job hunting and had a few job interviews but no luck. My feelings brought me to try to hook up with a man in the trades at work but he was laid off. And of course I almost hooked up with a different and now I not interested and would rather binge on the weekends and just be depressed. Maybe I will force myself to purse a relationship with him because I might help me mental health wise. To have a partner and not be alone all the time. Sometimes I feel like I am wasting my time job hunting it's better to just to submit to my emotions.