I feel so alone.....
I always smile and laugh but I never felt close to anyone especially with by family. A lot of things happened when I was little and as a
Result I felt lonely and afraid ... I think it was since that day on my birthday my mother said I wish you were never born. Since that day all I ever thought about was pleasing everyone. I can't move on at all even tho I feel so lonely I don't know what to do. I've lived to please everyone that's what have turned into. But..... I guess I'm just waitig on someone to say it's ok for u to be here .... I've always waited for someone to say it but of course that's just a faraway dream