I feel like nothing in life matters if i don't become famous
I just feel like life has no meaning if I don't end up being a celebrity... People who have reached fame through nepotism, like Kendall Jenner for example, who is only famous because her last name is Jenner, make me very depressed. It's not fair, is what I think; how they've been famous since they were children, and they didn't have to do anything. They didn't even have to try, and it was just handed to them. What's the point in living a mediocre life? If no one knows who I am, how could I have had any meaning? Millions of people die every day. When it's my time, I don't just want to be in that big group of people who are forgotten in a few months or years. If I could see into the future and find that I won't be famous, or at least rich, I would probably kill myself. Is there something wrong with me if my entire idea of life's purpose is to be famous? There probably is something very wrong. At least I can recognize that.