I feel like my lifestyle choices are a one way ride to suicide

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I wouldn't call myself suicidal right now, but I feel like I'm near a brink. Life bores me. College bores me. Friends bore me. The only real fun I have is when I play video games and the occasional outing. I don't want a relationship. I have no one to talk to. As a side effect of introversion I don't make new friends.

Life as I know it is boring. I don't hate myself, I don't necessarily want to die yet, but I feel like thoughts may come. Is this lifestyle/thought process normal?

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Based on 10 votes (7 yes)
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  • Hotdogsaregross
    6 years ago

    It’s a very common feeling among humans. That’s why there are so many people that drink too much or are drug addicts. They are bored.
    There may be other problems as well but a big factor is boredom.

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  • Paigiepoo
    6 years ago

    This chat is a good start,eat food

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  • KevinHart345
    6 years ago

    Don't kill yourself please. At least wait till Donald Trump is ousted.

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    • MeawMan
      6 years ago

      Can't say I'm planning on it yet. I'll have fun watching this whole DT thing go down safely from Canada though

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  • BleedingPain
    6 years ago

    Getting out there is probably the hardest thing to do as an intorvert. Once you find your niche, things will pick up.

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  • _Mehhhh_
    6 years ago

    Sounds like you lack confidence and need to get out and try new things.

    Try taking up a hobby. Go to the gym, join a society at the college that does activities, look into doing some travelling in your downtime. Even if you do these things on your own, it's still valuable, but getting interests will help you meet people.

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    • MeawMan
      6 years ago

      Interesting thought, thanks for the reply

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