I feel like i'm going insane

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I am a pretty sadistic person, but I never expected to think I was really crazy. I constantly just want to leave everything behind and never talk to my friends or family again. I only have maybe two or three friends and we barely ever hand out. Everyday I feel more and more crazy. Of course I would never do it, but I just feel like hurting someone. I'm always angry and fantasize about getting revenge a lot. I didn't used to always want to be alone but now if I'm with anyone I get really irritated. Some days I'll be depressed and the next I'll be hysterically happy. I feel like the human race would be better off dead. I act like I'm joking whenever I say something really messed up and sadistic, but in reality I'm dead serious. Is anyone else like this?

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  • Anoimous
    9 years ago

    I'm just like you! I literally hated everyone and fantasize a world of pain for them.I had a few friends but because of my depression I pushed them all away. It just gets crazier and crazier huh? Under my cheerful smile was a dark sadistic child obsessed with hurting everyone that hurted me a 1000x back. But believe me you'll get over it and move on with your life, really depends on whats going on.

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    • --Quinn--
      9 years ago

      Thanks XD good to know I'm not the only one.

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  • flightlesskiwi
    9 years ago

    Not normal. But I do agree with you that the human race would be better off dead because of all the harm they do to the planet.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    I have had severe anger and depression problems as well. Now I am heavily medicated. Some people are against meds, but I can say from experience that they work great for others.

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    • handsignals
      9 years ago

      Beta Blockers are good.

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  • shygirl99
    9 years ago

    Ummm I don't this is normal but I have some of these thoughts, except most of the time my anger is aimed at myself and i fantasize about jumping off cliffs etc.

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