I feel like i have existence delusions.
I always have dream's where I visit places or do things in a certain environment that I have never seen before or have any knowledge of. I've been seeing the same places over and over again for a long time. These places are not from my imagination but I feel like I belong there somehow. I have a keen interest in knowing about the universe. I have read about time loops and parallel universe concepts. After reading about them it starts to make sense. I get delusional feelings sometimes during the course of my daily schedules. I get a feeling that I am doing something in some other place at a different time. I feel like I'm in different places with different environments at the same time. I constantly feel like everything i see is an illusion and a lie. I feel this existence is somehow not real and that life and death is an unending cycle that has to be escaped somehow to go forward.
It's not that I'm fully deluded and swallowed by these feelings but they constantly hurdle my mind. Is it normal?