I feel like i am two different people

On the outside I'm very calm even on the inside but deep inside i have urges to murder i do not act on these urges but fear one day i might. These thoughts don't seem like me at all. i often have dreams of blood and killing I'm confused. Please help me find out whats wrong.

I've felt this before 9
You should tell someone 11
This is split personality disorder 3
This is demon possession 5
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  • Hati

    As long as you don't actually murder someone, you'll be fine. Try playing violent video games to compensate for your fantasies. Better a dead pixel then a dead person.

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    • thegypsysailorDiesIn2016

      Dead Sailor '16

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  • URI-NATIION

    iv felt the same for many years now one moment im fine the next i feel intense anger and want to start force feeding there own body parts to people it feels like there's something in me trying to claw its way out, iv managed to keep control but its extremely difficult when im around other people the mental health service i was assigned to said they don't like labeling people (which is stupid in my opinion) and prescribed me quetiapine which is an anti psychotic which i had a bad reaction to after the first dose so they put me on risperidone and mirtazipine which did nothing but give me hep c which my body cured on its own my dreams are always about me killing other people and about people putting a gun to my head and im shouting at them to pull the trigger the rare times i actually leave the house i'm always looking around to see what i can use to kill people, iv never hurt anyone that didn't deserve it so far ( pedophiles rapists abusers of women/children ) but i don't know what will happen in the future

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  • snarkygirl

    Bet you like screamo music huh?

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  • Treklover11376

    Just make sure that you bury the evidence.

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    • thegypsysailorDiesIn2016

      Dead Sailor '16

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