I feel like a gay male trapped in a woman's body??

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So for about 9 or 10 months now, I just realized I don't think I was born a woman. I have been a straight female for all of my life but recently I just feel wrong in this body. I have always been attracted to gay men and I realize I can't be with them. They're attractive physically, emotionally and I love their personalities. I know the only way to get one of them is to become one. I don't care about gender as right now I don't identify as one gender over the other but I feel I must be psychologically a gay male.

Has anyone else felt this way/IIN? I'm thinking of going to a doctor to start my transformation sometime next year. I don't even want to look back and maybe I can actually be in a relationship with a gay male sometime in the next two years - hopefully in time for my 21st birthday!

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    There are plenty of straight men who act gay.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      I don't think they're the same.

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    You should probably slow down a bit. "I have been a straight female for all of my life", which really hasn't been very long, compared to what's ahead.
    You should give yourself a couple of more years to mature, before you make such a life changing decision. What's your hurry?

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  • Avant-Garde
    9 years ago

    You could be transgender (FtM). I would see an LGBT-friendly gender therapist, before you have surgery. Actually, I don't think that you can have surgery without therapy and having been on T (Testosterone) for a period of time. The transitioning process can take a very long time.

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  • MeowMeowKoneko
    9 years ago

    Yes, it is normal. We women have long since been a sucker for gay men likely because we feel that we could relate more to them.
    Don't worry, this is just a phase, and you will grow out of it soon.
    YES, it is normal.
    :)

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  • crave_blood_always
    9 years ago

    I used to think that I had a sex change at birth but I don't even think that is possible, the thought passed a long time ago.

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    • ilovetoiletrolls
      9 years ago

      I thought that too at one point. I literally thought what if, I was born a male but something was wrong with my genitals and the doctor said..should we remove the testicles? And my parents said go for it and I've been living a lie all this time and when I go to have kids, they'll tell me, "Sorry mister but you're a dude, you don't have ovaries, you can't have children"

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      • crave_blood_always
        9 years ago

        I am a dude.

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        • ilovetoiletrolls
          9 years ago

          Okay, so reverse that..still makes sense

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  • dragonfruit33
    9 years ago

    You reincarnated as a female this time to come over your hate for women.

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    • Zonfire80
      5 years ago

      How does she or he hate women?

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  • kinkykitten
    9 years ago

    If you be gay u will die from AIDS.You want to be gay now? Dumbass

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