I feel i need to be the center of attention...

and i'll do just about anything to get it. 21/f my friend yelled at me cuz I was geting all the attention. when it switched over to her I was pissed. I ended up "triping" and landing on her brother with my brest(41DD) in his face practicly spilling out. I relized then I crave attention of men, dose that make me a bad person?