I feel horrible eating when...
When I see shows like "Dr. Oz" or whatever I see him educating often very rich wealthy looking people in his audience to eat the BEST, most healthiest foods out there, I cant help but to feel horrible and slightly resentful that there are many poor malnourished persons out there who have no means or access or even aware of nutritional foods he promotes to his rich fat audience wearing gold diamond necklaces.
Even worse, sometimes i cannot eat when I think of starvin marvin...you know, the usual "brown boy" or "black boy" we see digging for food or any druggadict individual who has not eaten in days...it kills me on the inside...i think of their brain fluid their protein levels, anything on a microscopic cellular basis, and im alarmed for their wellness, as an organism system that is failing...
so much that i "cut my share in half" when i eat i eat half or less anytime I eat until my belly is full i feel a tremendous amount of guilt that i got to eat today and someone else in the world did not
Anytime I see someone eat a full plate of food i just want to grab their food and yell YOU HAVE TO STOP EATING NOW!!! and in my mind give half to "x" poor person..
Is this normal?
And yes i am also the author of "Is it normal to want to feed skinny people.."