I feel embarrassed.
okay so serious inquiries and advice only.i used my mother’s vibrator a few times and at the time i didn’t feel bad nor did it affect me . but one morning when i took a shower out of no where i start thinking about it .. and i start thinking about it in terms of “why would you do that?” “it’s disgusting” and now i feel bad and i want to tell my mom but i don’t know how.. within the times i used it i did put something over the vibrator so it wouldn’t be exactly touching me fr.. it doesn’t make it right , however i seen it as a way of protection i guess..