I feel depressed after leaving a scouts club i hated
I left my scouts team last week because I absolutely hated it. The people there were horrible to me, and I found it incredibly boring. I'd been a scout/cub for 9 years of my life and I'm 18, so it has been a part of my childhood (even if I view it as a negative one). But oddly, since I've left, I miss it so much, enough to really upset me. I know that if I re-join, I will despise it just as much as before, but if I don't, will I remain this upset? Do I need to give it time? Is this normal?!