I fear attention
i cant stand the thought of strangers or a group of people in general looking at me! when i get angry or really happy/excited, you wouldnt know the extent of it, because i just either make a straight face or smile, not throwing things or jumping for joy, because again, i DONT want the attention it brings.
i didnt even walk at my high school graduation because even just the thought of all those people makes me cringe.
&i am very shy and have low self-esteem,
BUT i am not anti-social. i have a large group of friends and i enjoy meeting new people.
is anyone else like this?