I fantasize my boyfriend is my child
I feel an overwhelming maternal feeling over my boyfriend. I fantasize that he is my child all the time (emotional fantasy only, non-sexual.) When I cuddle him and look at him I just get this heart-melting feeling, the same feeling that women describe getting over their babies rather than just a romantic feeling, I think it's called oxytocin. I don't have children yet but imagine this is the feeling I would get with them. I like to imagine cuddling him to sleep, comforting him crying, breastfeeding him and him wearing diapers. He doesn't know that I think about these things. We plan to have kids one day and when we do I want to breastfeed him as well as our baby. He sucks on my nipples during sex and I love the feeling so much I just want him to keep doing it.