I enoy seeing and hearing a woman poop her pants/panty is it normal?
Since the age of 12 I began getting dirty thoughts and even wanted to wear women's panties. Finding a pair of discarded panties in near new condition I washed them and secretly wore them in my bed. This went on for some time. One morning while I was alone at home and knew I would be alone all day, I walked about the house in my panties; thinking about dirtier thoughts, after my morning coffee I got a strong urge to go poop. Entering the bathroom and seeing myself in the body mirror it hit me! I thought about it, and then I just went for it; I pulled the white panties up snug to my butt and opened my legs. I went into a semi-squat and simply relieved myself. Not thinking about weather it is normal or not, the crackling sound and seeing the panty bulge between my legs felt wonderful! The clean-up was rather disgusting. I still enjoy this, but is it normal, do women and or married couples like this sort of thing? If so, please reply. Tell me I am not off my rocker...
Sincerely,
Mr. Curious