I dont kno what to do i think im too wooped on my boyfriend.

im really self inpatient i try not to be , when ever i feel depressed i tell my self not to and i try to have fun with my family , i think im really sensitive , well it seems like it everytime i see my man it feels like he dosen't want to be with me but its because he has other things to do . im trying to be more confident in my self and not let little things get to me .i always text him making sure hes doing fine but it just seems to frustrate him more the he already is from work , he work 12 hours when we do see each other we hardly talk , or do anything . i feel like im worthkless sometimes i feel like he dosent love me . i worry to much what he might think of me in looks , i need help !!