I dont accept myself. is it normal

I don't know how to accept myself for who I am and what i like to do. I'm very habbitual. I am a creature of habbit. I try to get somewhere in life everyday. I try to do new things here and there but they only lead to me doing things I wish i hadnt. When i stick to my routine, things go well, but I feel like I'm spinning my wheels. I apply for jobs. No success. I try to fix things up to sale, I don't sell them. I work on my car, something else happens to it. I dress one way one day, figure I look dumb, so I change it the next, so on and so forth. Its like I'm never just content. I feel like a kid. I'm living at home again. Im always with my "mommy".
I'm just sick of this bull shit. But i can't get out of this situation until i find a job and make money. Any tips on what to do that's free and what can I do to just be happy with who i am?

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  • purpledino8

    Wow.. I'm in the same sitution right now. it does suck, but I try to be positive. And work hard on getting thing done, and looking for a job. And things are getting better for me. Just don't give up! I'm learning to love myself, and since I have a lot of free time,i do things I love, and I learn more about myself. Things will get better I promise, don't be so hard on your self either.. which I'm getting better at. And also I know same routine feels safe because you so use to it, but just try something new, take classes somewhere,go somewhere new. Just give it a go. Things start changing when you mind does

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  • purpledino8

    Your* I mean, and plzzz try..belive in yourself! Do things that interest you and you'll get far

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  • Dmetal

    Go to school, apply for FASFA if you're older than 24. I get more money from the gov than I ever did working.

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  • zchristian

    Im pretty much doing the same everyday but thank god that its not 100% the same how incredibly boring that would be...

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