I don't want to socialize with certain people/family members
I have anxiety, and I don't know if this is a part of whether I want to socialize with certain people/family members. I really don't know. But all I know is that when somebody texts me constantly, and I'm trying to do something else/or if I'm not feeling all that great, I just get pissed/annoyed, and I don't feel like socializing with them even more, even though I continue to. I just don't want to sound rude. But my cousins are coming over early tomorrow, and I'm dreading it so much. The last time they came over, they stressed me out to the point of where I had to lock myself in my grandparent's room until they left (I didn't ignore them the whole time, it was near the end of their visit.) I don't want the same to happen again, but I know it might. Is this normal? What do you think?