I don't want any relationship at all.

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I'm 19, never had any releationship in my life, never kissed a girl or had sex.
When I was younger, I felt the peer pressure of society, "every body is having sex and releationships, are you gay or something?", so I just went with the flow.
Now that I am older and more mature, I understood that it is a waste of every thing.
I never enjoyed company of females, because every girl I ever talked to, seemed like a totall piece of brainless bio waste, I felt like I was degrading when I talked to girls.
Another thing that I noticed when I talk to girls, I immidietly think of her having a sexual act like a sl*t, I just try to avoid talking to her. It happenes with every girl, it disgusts me.
I am just getting annoyed when people talk about stuff related to releationships,sex and stuff related to it. There are billions of topics to talk about!
And besides that, I prefere giving my attention, time, money and nerves to stuff that I like.
I don't need a company of a retard that will poison my life.
Being alone is easy for me, I am dealing with my own life, alone.
altho I spilled it out, I still feel I have alot to say, but I just don't know how.
I am not a psychopat, I do have feelings, I feel sorry for homeless animals.
Am I depressed? Yes, but I don't know why.
It does bother me that I am different, I do think sometimes what my life could be, if I was like everyone.

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Comments ( 6 )
  • WhiteStallion
    9 years ago

    You are you, learn to embrace that and you will find peace. If you're not happy, try and make yourself better, don't try and be like everybody else. Perhaps it is so that the girls you meet are far from conservative so your thoughts of them are realistic. You're in a much better position than other teenage guys who go around chasing skirt and messing up.

    I think you have one less problem to worry about, just don't think of it as a problem. I'm sure once you find someone who is compatible with you in brains and looks, things will become clearer for you.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    Not wanting a relationship is normal but your misogyny isn't.
    I'm not into relationships either, but I get along with both sexes just fine and couldn't care less what they do.
    The fact that you are bothered by peoples sexual lives to the point you feel so angry and hateful indicates that you have serious issues to work out. I don't really know what advice to give other than to try not being bothered by other peoples personal buisness, because it has nothing to do with you.

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  • Avant-Garde
    9 years ago

    Normal. Perhaps, you're an asexual?

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    • maxiii240
      9 years ago

      No, I am attracted to females, but I hate them.
      I can check out a girl passing by, but if i'd talk to her, i'd probably kill her.
      I just don't see my self with a "mask on my face", I hate society, I hate the fact that I felt something towards a girl, and now I'm suffering from it daily.
      I don't want to open up to anyone in this world, I don't want any releationships, I don't want a family,I don't want sex.
      Sex just disgusts me. Imagining the girl I loved moaning under someone just makes me so angry and more depressed. It happens on a daily basis.
      I really hate living. I'd say I am suffering everyday more than living.

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      • killing_time
        9 years ago

        If sex disgusts you and you don't want it, you are asexual. It's not a bad thing. Speaking from experience here. Asexuality is a SEXual orientation, just like being heterosexual or homosexual. It has nothing to do with love. You can fall in love with anyone, male or female, and NOT HAVE SEX. Love does not come with sex and sex does not come with love. They are expected to, but it just doesn't work like that.
        On a slightly adjacent note, I personally root for the anyone in a really good relationship pre-sex to just hold off. Sex changes relationships. It dominates them. That's why marriages fail when the sex starts to disappear or get bad (or whatever).

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      • BreakingLogic
        9 years ago

        Check out some physiological help, nothing expensive. You don't need a name slapped on it, maybe just a depression pill or something.

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