I don't understand why hard work doesn't pay off
I am the hardest worker i know. Teachers come up to me daily praising my good 'work ethic'. And when i say daily, im not exaggerating. It’s the same with sport. I know for a fact that i train harder then everyone in my squad. The coaches know it, the parents know it. I hold the same averages as those who win gold medals at nationals, but i fail to even make the meet. I train (before year 12) 10 times a week. My pb’s were:
50 Free: 29.0
100 Free: 1.02
200 Free: 2.16
I am in year 12 right now, and i am having a hard time trying to stay confident when all the people around me are getting higher marks than me doing hardly any work at all. My averages for this semester were:
English – C
History – A-
Geography – C+
Maths – C+
Art – B
Is there any light for me in the future? I want to be successful, i don’t know what in yet, but i want to get there, and i know i will if i find my talent. I am just afraid that i will never find it. I want to leave a mark in the world before i leave.
What do you guys think? Will hard work ever pay off?